Vicki, it's a bit hard for me to know where to start...........there's lots of things at play. For one thing, i sometimes just get sick and tired of tyin' with beads.......

don't misunderstand.....i LOVE to tye with the beads.......but because the bead is so important and dominating and influencial in a tye that uses one.........sometimes i just have to get away from that.............also, if i haven't used a certain material in a while..........i just get a hankerin' to use it. Two things can happen. i'll just "know" what i'm lookin' for, and go find it.........or, i'll just be lookin' per say, for anything.........just "something" different. And i'll be led right to it......just find it AH HA! So the bottom line is just, "i gotta do something different"..........different than different...........

cause all my **** is different.

Good thing i know at least YOU, understand all that..........................now go head, make a joke.

To me, all that stuff aint nothin' but water off a duckx back anyway. i like it when MFers joke bout my flies.......beats the hell outta havin' no opinion at all.
The other side of the coin within the question you asked is this. If you understand anything.......or even a little bout what imporvisation really is.......you could probably answer your own question. When you improvise, you use all you senses, all your past experiences, all your emotions, your memories, your love, EVERYTHING..............and you face your dreams, wishes, fears & doubts, and inadaquecies(sp?), EVERYTHING. And you try to do your best to express whatever it is that's most important in THAT moment, with split second timming, or NOW!.....without hesitation. Sure (in fly tying), you can take you time and think things through in terms of design, construction, and execution.....which naturally you will...........to one degree or the other.........but what i'm gettin' at is this. i never want to loose the flow of an idea and have it go up in smoke. So once i begin a fly, i pretty much try to keep it goin' until it's finished and just let the music (which is always on) just take over, so-to-speak. i'm always finding myself doin' wraps to the rythum of the moment, lol.
i don't like to over-plan anything.........that's not improvisation. And since my flies do not represent my rendition of, "All the Things You Are, or "On Green Dolphin Street" or "Bags Groove" or "Stella By Starlight" or ANY of the thousands of classic standards (of which i know every single one by heart), OR the more modern repertiore, (also committed to memory), yet they do represent almost a half century of listening, HARD, they are little solos.........not complete compositions (if i wanted that, i would tye in a completely different style), but solos over-the-top of a certain set of changes. Not only musical chord changes, but all the changes that your experiencing at any given point in "time."
Every change you've ever made, or still need to make.....that is all time, really is.
Read Einstein.....if you can handle that..........you'll understand.
